In These Days

Photo by Omer Salom on Unsplash
Photo by Omer Salom on Unsplash

This year, at the High Holidays, I glimpsed connection between the Days of Awe and our aging with intention:
Treating oneself with honesty and tenderness.
A changed rhythm.
Self-reflection.
Life review.
Being a role model.
Trust.
Getting closer to being the person we’d like to be.
Transformation.

Both the Days of Awe and our intentional aging offer these possibilities.

Transformation is all around us at this time of year and at this time of life. On the afternoon of Rosh Hashanah, as I strolled through our gardens, I saw a yellow caterpillar with black stripes eating non-stop on a milkweed plant. This crawling larva is a future Monarch butterfly, a beautiful flying creature. The caterpillar exhausts its own capacity to consume. Its voracious appetite dissipates as a hard shell, a chrysalis, forms around it. The caterpillar tissue melts into a sloppy goo inside the chrysalis. The first phase of transformation – caterpillar soup, no structure, undifferentiated.

Does the caterpillar know what is occurring and what is about to happen? Does it trust? Inside the chrysalis, in the caterpillar soup, there are imaginal discs which retain the image of what is to come, the image of the Monarch. The unstructured immune system of the caterpillar, now just part of the goo, attacks the discs and breaks them down, but imaginal cells remain. Another part of transformation.

The imaginal cells have an affinity for one another, they find one another in the goo. They come together to form the nervous system of the soon to emerge Monarch butterfly. Transformed.

It is natural for us to resist painful change as we age. Why do we fear and deny what is inevitable?

Trees are living at a different pace
The beautiful, elegant reach of their limbs
The heights they achieve
The colors, textures
Now, at the age I am,
I can see them growing/moving
as they appear stationary
Grasping their rhythms helps me understand
my own rhythms as I age

About Marc Blesoff 18 Articles
After thirty plus years as a criminal defense attorney, Marc has been facilitating Wise Aging and Conscious Aging Workshops, appreciating the beauty of relationships and learning “that the line I called the horizon does not exist and sky and water, so long apart, are the same state of being.” He attended Bowdoin College and The Columbus School of Law at The Catholic University of America. He is married forty+ years, and has three children and one grandchild.

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